UnderGround Forums Been Unemployed Since Christmas Put on 20lbs

2/13/18 2:30 AM
9/9/14
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Well i'm only 10lbs heavier but i've also lost 10lbs of muscle from inactivity. Never had a gut in my life so this is new lol. My diet has been horrid and i've been drinking a lot so it makes sense but it still sucks. Fucking joke, my life is a joke. Got offered to come back to my old job for a 4$ raise but can't do it, too depressed. Don't give a fuck, lol, fuck life, i'm gonna get shittered for one last week before I end this bullshit. 

2/13/18 2:36 AM
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2/13/18 2:41 AM
7/2/09
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Brockback Mountain -

If one more word comes pouring out of your cunt mouth...

 

Seriously dude, I've been down this road.  Fight back.  Lose the weight, get a job.  Don't give up.  Be aggressive about it.  Fuck the haters.  Kick ass.

 

Lots of guys on this forum ready to talk if you need someone to talk to.

 

Best of luck, bro, and I mean that.

2/13/18 2:44 AM
9/9/14
Posts: 549

I'm done boys, don't want help just venting before the inevitable if you know what i'm saying. 

 

Thinking about going to 7/11 do they still got those Mccain chocolate cakes? could go for some of that shit right now, haha

2/13/18 2:51 AM
8/3/11
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How about smoking a joint bro

2/13/18 3:00 AM
9/9/14
Posts: 550
touch -

How about smoking a joint bro

Nah, I gave taht up. Makes me paranoid.....I can see clearly now. 

2/13/18 3:16 AM
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TheHound - 

I'm done boys, don't want help just venting before the inevitable if you know what i'm saying. 

 

Thinking about going to 7/11 do they still got those Mccain chocolate cakes? could go for some of that shit right now, haha


I dont really get your problem?


You are sad because you lost your job, but dont want to go back to your job with a raise?

Then what exactly are you sad about?
2/13/18 3:18 AM
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That's impressive as hell, gaining that much weight on the kind of budget one would be on unemployed.
2/13/18 3:19 AM
11/21/05
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Get up, clean your room take a shower, go to the Gym and prepare to dominate.

Life is a bitch sometimes, this can all be behind you sooner than you know it I don't know how many bullshit situations I've been in where I can honestly say I've felt similar but knowing that I've gotten through them in the past helps me to put them to bed and move on.

These shitty moments in life are brief but when your living in the moment it's hard to see past it.

Go after what you really want, be happy content and build up that self respect you are better than all this.
2/13/18 3:21 AM
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Tell me about this "getting shittered" for one week plan.
2/13/18 3:30 AM
9/9/14
Posts: 551

Ah, didn't explain myself to well. Been battling health issues for 20 years been suicidal for a while now. This ain't new don't worry i've thought this out long and hard. It's not a rash decision it's one years in the making. 

 

I have 40 beers in my fridge, gonna take me a few days to down them, that with the sleeping pills i'm barely awake for 10hrs a day atm. 

 

This will come as no surprise to anyone in my family, i've tried for years to overcome my depression, I failed.

2/13/18 3:31 AM
9/9/14
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I find time limits come and go with suicidal thoughts but I really do hope I finally catch the bus this go around if you know what i mean. 

2/13/18 3:36 AM
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If I gave myself one week, I would go hookers, blow and vegas. I'd go get a loan, high interest even, then go max out my credit cards and go crazy wild. I wouldnt go out on beer and sleeping pills.
2/13/18 3:40 AM
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TheHound -

Ah, didn't explain myself to well. Been battling health issues for 20 years been suicidal for a while now. This ain't new don't worry i've thought this out long and hard. It's not a rash decision it's one years in the making. 

 

I have 40 beers in my fridge, gonna take me a few days to down them, that with the sleeping pills i'm barely awake for 10hrs a day atm. 

 

This will come as no surprise to anyone in my family, i've tried for years to overcome my depression, I failed.

enjoy your life, you have worked hard for it.

2/13/18 3:41 AM
9/9/14
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We Are All One Mean Species - If I gave myself one week, I would go hookers, blow and vegas. I'd go get a loan, high interest even, then go max out my credit cards and go crazy wild. I wouldnt go out on beer and sleeping pills.

I've done that already although not as gloriously. I lived through bankrucpty because I thought i'd be dead before the consequences haha, not fun. Not going to go through any mess like that again.....

 

I am living a gluttonous life as much as I can afford before I do the hang, in a partial style if you know what i'm saying. After a little bit of practice, I can pull it off like a slightly uncomfortable RNC. 

2/13/18 3:51 AM
9/9/14
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$160 bucks left to my name. Going to go for a 7 run, now. Almost tired of eating all this garbage, almost.

2/13/18 3:57 AM
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Why are you telling us this?

2/13/18 4:09 AM
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I don't know man, it seems like you are resolved to do this but there's a thread related to the shit you are going through, I hope you give it a look 

http://www.mixedmartialarts.com/forums/UnderGround/Depression-and-Suicide-Resources:2355816

2/13/18 4:20 AM
3/4/12
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I have been "un-employed" for the past 6 years, I am also in the best shape of my life. Two more years until I am 35 and I'll have so much synthetic testostere in my body than a prime K1 GrandPrix Overeem. Quit being a pussy and man up you fucking momo

2/13/18 4:22 AM
9/9/14
Posts: 555

Just sharing my experiences, shooting the shit. This is a celebration bros, I don't need help.

 

Just got that Mccain Cake lol, fuck yeah. Spent 30$ at 7 so i'm loaded for a bit with some tasty delights. Gonna eat up now and find something to watch

2/13/18 4:37 AM
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You dont want to see Game of Thrones last season at least?
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1/23/06
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TheHound - 

Just sharing my experiences, shooting the shit. This is a celebration bros, I don't need help.

 

Just got that Mccain Cake lol, fuck yeah. Spent 30$ at 7 so i'm loaded for a bit with some tasty delights. Gonna eat up now and find something to watch

cheers

 

2/13/18 6:39 AM
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It's your life and your choice but of all the ways to go it seems like a very sad one and a wasted opportunity. I mean you could ride a Hayabusa into the Grand Canyon on LSD or something. There are some incredible options in life if you remove the requirement to survive.

 

Seriously though, reconsider. Life can definitely suck but in dying you remove the chance of anything better ever happening. And there is a lot of good stuff too if you let it happen.

2/13/18 6:55 AM
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touch - 

I don't know man, it seems like you are resolved to do this but there's a thread related to the shit you are going through, I hope you give it a look 

http://www.mixedmartialarts.com/forums/UnderGround/Depression-and-Suicide-Resources:2355816


Thanks for posting this touch

Please be positive TheHound. No matter what your obstacle, you can overcome it. If your family is bringing you down, get them out of your life and meet a girl on POF.com ...

Wishing you the best TheHound.

As someone said, go to the gym, stay positive, and little by little get better.
2/13/18 7:05 AM
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What is a Mccain Cake ?


You seem to enjoy them,