Member Since: 10/19/19
So for anybody who has seen me post around here, I just have alot of love in my heart that i want to share with others. And I just dont connect with anybody in my family like that and its really sad. It just makes me so sad
I know I need to find a girlfriend to, so being single kind of sucks right now.
My Thanksgiving was spent with my mom and dad, my sister whos 42(who also lives at home with my parents), my nephew whos 17 and my brother who is 32(who also lives at home with my parents).
Then my other brother whos 30 came over with his fiance and my nephew who is 1 and a half, for desert
Luckily they came over because my little baby nephew brings such a new love to the party. It just was a very average Thanksgivingthough. I wanted to feel more love, more laughs, more stories,more fun, and I just sit here unfulfilled with Thanskgiving.
I also have a lot on my mind right now and mentally ive been a little off these last couple days though.
If you dont know I tryed out for Americas Got Talent on Saturday and out of 1500 people 42 had a second audition in front of the main producers. I was 1 of those 42.
Now I guess I wait until I get a call back if im going to go on TV
I want to make a change in my life but right now it is a contineuos grind as well as a waiting process
I understand I have to keep grinding and keep getting my message out there to the world, but its just tough.
I know nothing happens over night but I just know what I am capable of and the unfortunate thing is it takes time.
So I do have a radio interview lined up on a big AM station in my area next month so that I am looking forward to, and I know I just have to keep getting my self out there to the world. But I do have moments of uncertainty
Yes I am human. I feel every emotion that we can possibly feel as humans.
So I dont know what exactly Im even saying or wanting to hear back but just wanted to vent,and I know il get feedback here and that is what I am looking for, whatever is to be said, will be heard and I appreciate it all.
Thank you guys.
Love you all, and i hope you had a great Thanksgiving