"Kellie Maloney has revealed she attempted suicide after fearing she had ruined her children's lives.
The former boxing promoter, who made the decision to transition from Frank back in 2014, tried to take her life last October.
Instead of going home she went out to a restaurant and drank more wine before returning home on that fateful night.
She said: "I went to bed and luckily I had my ex-counsellor Jan staying with me. I started looking at pictures of me as Frank and thought have I messed up my children’s life? Tracey’s life?
"I just thought...madness of insanity I'd say. That point where you do attempt [suicide] you are actually insane.
"I don’t know what it was. It was dark. My dogs were laying in my bedroom close to me. I wasn’t thinking straight.
"I started taking all these different pills and was drinking wine straight from the bottle. I ran out of wine so went to the fridge. Jan must have heard me, she didn’t say anything just stood behind me. I picked up another bottle.
"My eldest dog was in the loving room. I went to stoke him to say goodbye. I don’t know why. Then I passed out. The next thing I knew I woke up in hospital."